Monday, February 11, 2008

春季 2008 二月十一日(月) 真夜中三時です

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ただいまぁ～！！(*T_T*)

ご無沙汰しております！！

元気ですかぁ～！！！！

僕は元気ですぁ！！

今日はあの私来るここブログです (T_T)

それは....(*T_T*)

今日は僕はworkingです

明日僕はworkingです

僕はばかand Fatです

私の知りません何だするです！！

大丈夫です私の頑張ってい.....

今日はあの私So Bored... (>_<)

✞♥僕はほんとに大好弟さんるです♥✞

そばにいて弟さん

殘ってるから信じて

弟さん私のなかに

君は生きる

だからこれから先もずっと

さよならなんて言わない

でも… (T_T)

♥✞Haiz im back once again ya i will be changing back to my old times mi le i will be becoming another person and change my whole image le hehe...

Haiz is been 2 weeks since we broke up and also we have not seen each for 1month plus how did he look like i also no idea i reali miss him and wish to see him for the last time b4 we nvr meet again le and also we didn chat for two days le..i miss the days we have together haiz

i alwaes wanted to wish tat he can spend more time on me so tat our brotherhoodship will last forever haiz i alwaes miss him frm dae to nite and wish he can pei mi haiz...haiz and also im still thinking and crying and my didi still the same haiz nvm even he didnt call mi or sms mi i knw he is busy so i dun mind lor but i will feel lonely and emo onli by the wae i just cut my right hand one scar across...anyway is ok didi u can go busy wif ur sch work and maple i dun mind and also u tired i wun disturb u le when u reali free then u call or sms kor or is ok de la u wan ur frens i let u go le lor and i alwaes sms him he wun reply to mi de haiz no point sms him le i jus let him sms mi le lor maybe he even one dae wun sms or call mi also can...but kor know tat u are lonely but kor promise u whenever u are lonely or sad i will be there for u u my didi i concern,care for u make sure each day and another day u will be happy and have a smile on ur face rather a sad face like tis kor will beri hard to survive and alwaes tink im a bad kor tat nvr take care u properly u....

From todae onwards i will take care of u and u must let kor have a chance to take care u b4 i leave ok didi promise kor can => and this song tittle call HERO kor reali wanted to say to u is about im a hero to save u and protect u is whenever u are scare,sad and etc the lyrics are rite below....when u are sad u can find kor if u feel like crying kor will be there for u to hug u and let u cry kor will never leave u 4ever ok didi promise mi u also wun leave mi ok didi u can write tag on it let mi knw ok cause i wish i reali can take care of u cause u reali like my real didi i alwaes dream to have a brother but god reali gave mi u as my didi tat i can dote....reali honestly kor reali beri dote u i treated u as my real didi.....but did u treat kor as a real kor? i reali wanted to be the one who can share our sad,happeness and also to show care to u didi kor jus want to tell u tat u are not alone kor is wif u u r not alone at all ok..... i promise♥✞

♥✞Hero♥✞----♥✞BY MARIA CAREY♥✞

there'a hero, if you look inside your heart
you don''have to be afraid of what you are
there'an answer, if you reach into your soul
and the sorrow that you know will melt away

and then a hero comes along
with the strength to carry on
and you cast your fears aside
and you know you can survive
so when you feel like hope is gone
look inside you and be strong
and you'll finally see the truth that a hero lies in you

it''s a long road when you face the world alone
no one reaches out a hand for you to hold
you can find love if you search within yourself
and the emptiness you felt will disappear

and then a hero comes along
with the strength to carry on
and you cast your fears aside
and you know you can survive
so when you feel like hope is gone
look inside you and be strong
and you''ll finally see the truth that a hero lies in you

lord knows dreams are hard to follow
but don't let anyone tear them away
hold on, there will be tomorrow
in time, you''ll find the way

and then a hero comes along
with the strength to carry on
and you cast your fears aside
and you know you can survive
so when you feel like hope is gone
look inside you and be strong
and you’ll finally see the truth that a hero lies in you

****End Of Lyrics****

♥✞I realise tat i been using by others is like i dote,care,love that person he or she will will climb over mi and threw mi aside and frm todae onwards i will control myself not to be use by ppl and i wun be so stupid go and care ppl so much and dote ppl so much is no point in the end they will use a knife and stab u frm behind so i give up haiz...♥✞

♥✞Haiz i will be missing again soon haiz my sickness is like i dun knw hw to say le i start to feel beri weak le....now is beri ultra wick le i started to forget tings and started to lose up sometings i last sundae i almost lost my way home i also dun knw where am i im beri scare haiz but does my didi care i dun knw i reali tat time i was beri scare i lost my way and lose my memories i keep forget tings haiz but by the wae i will selling my body away like become a *du..k* and also when i die i wil decided to donate my organs to other ppl who need it i rather be kindness like tis...haiz i have lose weight 2kg due to the infection haiz....♥✞

♥✞But i jus told myself if i reali one dae i leave tis world my onli wish is to that my didi will stay happy forever and i will watch,guard over him even i gone.....haiz i dun knw why i still hurt so much i still dun knw maybe is i being hurt beri bad for first time relationship i still crying non stop till midnite i dun knw why haiz i still like him and love him i cant stop myself like him and cant forget the times we have haiz no matter wad tell honestly i will wait 4 u but i tink is ok i tink u shuld go and chase the gal u like and love her deeply ok im sure u all will be happy de.♥✞

♥✞And also i feel someting sad is like i didnt get enough love and care fr0m my didi is like i alwaes being left out when he is playing maple i reali hope that he will care mi and love mi more like last time when i was his kor kor and rather he will play maple more haiz i alwaes wandering is maple so important than his real kor kor wad if reali he die or something wrong will he regret,will he feel sad, will he feel guilty...will he feel lonely when kor is not around for him,dote and care for him i no idea haiz.....♥✞

♥✞By the way we now like beri less talk on phone one even that we also beri less meet up le we almost like 3weeks nvr meet up le haiz i reali miss didi so much wish to meet him soon haiz i miss u didi ...as i would say didi if i reali leave this world i will take care u i promise i will my soul will alwaes be there for u make sure u will lead a good life i miss u didi...♥✞

(I Love You 我爱你)

I love you 所以只能说声对不起
任何借口都没有
I love you 已来不及好好去珍惜
后悔很多
不该让你无辜流下失措的泪
心碎认识你陌生的世界
空气中回荡的笑语早已经断绝
多想能在和你梦里爱多一次

很沉重看你走着每一步
它应该是幸福的路
狠心推开你像你离得无反顾
你身上纹着我给你的笑
对我绝美的惩罚
想问已无法原来曾经拥有过
还比失去痛苦

I love you 对你的挚爱从不曾改变
要你快乐
I love you 好想对你说却来不及
后悔已太多
不该让你无辜流下失措的泪
心碎认识你陌生的世界
空气中回荡的笑语早已经断绝
多想能在和你梦里爱多一次

很沉重看你走着每一步
它应该是幸福的路
狠心推开你是挽不回的错误
你心上纹着我给你的笑
对我绝美的惩罚
想问我无法原来曾经拥有过
远比失去痛苦
我身上永远烙着你的笑
那么绝美的惩罚
想问我无法原来曾经拥有过
还比失去痛苦

そして…

では今日も頑張ります！！

また明日頑張ります！！♪

ではまた(T-T)

Mood:

Is already over but i still love him but is too late and i have to let him go i always remember the days but just wana say i stll love u u were never replace by other people i swear...no matter how long i will still wait 4 u

J.A.S.O.N Run Off Hunting For Lolipops See Ya o(><)o`@* 3:02 AM

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ニックネーム名前(Name): J.A.S.O.N

通称名前(Nick Name) : Joker,T-Яex/Dino,Sushi Boii,小勝

本ニックネーム名前 : 永山廣勝

誕生年月日(First Cry):冬季1989年十二月二日生まれ (02 Decemember 1989)

年齢(Age): 23 Years Old

性別ました(Sex):男性 (Male)

出身地: Singapore

独身いますか(Status):独身です(Single)

星座ました:いて座(Saggitarius)

宗教:(Religion): キリシタン(Christian)

きょうかい(Church): NEW CREATION CHURCH Singapore

職業ました(Occupation):学生 (Student)

国籍(Citizen):シンガポールの(Singaporean)

サイズ身長(Height):184cm++

血液型(Blood Type)：がたがたのA+型

相談しました(MSN) : rulezjr2003@hotmail.com

好きなバンド(Favourite Band) : ガゼット (Gazette)

好きな:どういう意味ですか

学校です(School):SHATEC

体育です: Hockey Village Muay Thai or One World Muay Thai Centre

✖J.A.S.O.N Is✖

☠ - A Boii Who Loves イエズス(Jesus)

☠ - A Boii Who Loves his didi forever

☠ - A Boii Who Loves his future Boyfriend or Girlfriend

☠ - A Boii Who Loves to Fight

☠ - A Boii Who Looks Old even though he is only 23 Years Old

☠ - A Boii Who Loves Fashion

☠ - A Boii Who is Idiotic

☠ - A Boii Who is Ugly

☠ - A Boii Who Loves Yoshi

☠ - A Boii Who Loves to be Childish

☠ - A Boii Who Loves to be Playful

☠ - A Boii Who Loves to do Volunteer Work

☠ - A Boii Who Loves to CosPlay

☠ - A Boii Who is A Volunteer for YMCA and MINDS Centre (Clementi)

☠ - A Boii Who is A Joker

☠ - A Boii Who is A Rocker

☠ - A Boii Who is A Muay Thai (Thai Boxing) Figher

☠ - A Boii Who Loves to Sing

☠ - A Boii Who loves this J-rock Visual-Kei band "The Gazette (ガゼット)"

☠ - A Boii Who loves J-Rock Visual Kei Band

☠ - A Boii Who is always dammed sick in the mind

☠ - A Boii Who Loves J-rock,J-pop,Metalcore songs

☠ - A Boii Who Loves Christian Metalcore Songs

☠ - Ask me more

✖愛してしました✖

✖ J.A.S.O.N Cherishes and Love✖

GOD(Jesus Christ)

Mummy and Daddy cause they raise him up and gave him a lot of care and love for 23+ years

Family

Dearest Didi

My future Boyfriend or Girlfriend (if there is)

Friends

Church Brother's

✖趣味✖

✖ J.A.S.O.N Likes 。。。✖

Fashion and clothing

Travel Around The World

Give a Heart to the Needys

Chocolate

Coffee

Lolipop

Singing

Compose songs write lyrics

Joke around with friends

J-rock songs and bands

Shinchan and Yoshi dammed much

Train Thai Boxing (Muay Thai)

Go to Gym Work Out

Watch Dramas and Anime

Watch Movies

Listen to music

Shopping

Surf Net

Go beach(gives me peace freedom)

✖嫌悪✖

✖ H.i.Я.O.k.i Hates 。。。✖

Hair Messy

Touch My Hair

Slap My Dammed Face

People who cheat my feelings

People Who Hurt My feelings

Miscommunication/Misunderstood

Judge my Looks and appearence

Myself

My attitude

~~Im fat~~

Beat My Head

Tummy

Hurts me

Leave me alone and dont care for me at all

Trouble makers

Break Promises

Disturb me

Look down on people

Bully my friends

Play My feelings

Cockroaches

Things which done cant be success and come true

Backstabbers

Play Tircks on me

Used Me for Doing Things Are unreasonable

Liars

Proud People

Betrayer

BackStabbers

Curse Me

Blame me for no reasons

Give me attitude when they are unhappy

✖私の願う✖

✖ J.A.S.O.N Hopelist 。。。✖

Able to manage his financial and know to save up $

Fitter Body

6 Packs/hard abs

More Clothing

More casual clothing from TOPMAN

Be A lecturer after getting his Degree

Be Able to form a Visual Kei Rock/Metalcore band with 4 memebers who have the same interest of songs as me

To Have A New Rocker Hairstyle After Army/NS

Active in Church and Christian life

Follow God till the end and Commited more to GOD

Fire MORE x3 for GOD

Non believer's will come and SAY YES TO JESUS and be saved

Tan/Dark and fair skin

Have a Boyfriend to have my future all the way

My Mum and dad and family stay happy always

✖夢のチカラ✖

✖ H.i.Я.O.k.i Dreamlist 。。。✖

~~Love and Care~~
(Only God gave me the love i need)

A Pet Dog

A family car that can able to drive around with family

Learn Mix Martial Arts after i ORD

Able to particpate into International Competition for my MMA or Muay Thai

My Mr Right (:

Fitter Body

Six Packs

~~Back to normal cheerful boy~~

~~Book from Pastor Joseph Prince "Destined To Reign"~~

~~White Pony Sharp Shoe~~

~~Shinchan and Shiro Hp Strap~~
((T.T) is broken)

~~Finish my BMT & POP (:~~

~~Finish Security Troopers course~~

~~Finish my Security Troopers course 2~~

~~Receive my Infantry Green Beret~~

Finish my Army "ORD" (:

Sign On with Singapore Armed Forces if possible I must consider

A Dumb bell to train my muscles

~~EMPORIO ARMANI EYEWEAR Specs~~

A new pair of Nike/Converse Shoe

~~Be With and Love God in His Kingdom~~

~~Being Water Batiszed With The Name of "Joshua~~

~~More Lolipops~~

Rich as in stable finance

~~Have more than 4 Credit and Debit Csrd with $~~

~~New Specs~~

~~A new Wallet from Wallet Shop~~

~~No bad lucks and good lucks forever~~

~~No family problems~~

~~Get myself to promote/study in Higher Nitec~~

~~Graduate my studies in ITE~~

~~Receive my Higher NITEC certificate and results~~

~~Hair Highted~~

~~A best friend/close friend have a friendship just like brothers and friendship~~

~~Learn Muay Thai(Thai Boxing)~~

~~Particpate in Campus Superstar 2009~~

~~New Nike SB shoes from limited edition~~

~~Colour Contact Lens~~

A punching bag at home

~~Nokia N95~~(I lost it at Bus!!!)

~~Apple iPod-touch~~(I lost it at Camp!!!)

~~Apple(MAC BOOK) Labtop~~

~~PSP 3000~~

~~Hair Straightener~~

~~Dark skin~~

~~Travel to Hong Kong On July~~

~~Travel to China on July~~

~~Travel to Macau on July~~

~~Trip back to Japan on June~~

~~Travel to Vietnam~~

~~Travel to Cambodia to help Orphanage~~

Be a Fashion Designer

A Model LOL!!!

SONY CYBER SHOT Digital Camera - $489 plus

PlayStation 3

Get Slim and Stay Slim Forever

Hugo Boss Perfume

Gotic wear clothing

Dress up like J-rocker

A new Bag From Crumpler

A Pencil Case from Wallet Shop

A driving licences

A Personal Car

Hairstyle change and rebon at "KIMAGE" After My Army

Back to work in NTUC BM after finish my Army

Singing Contract With any Album Company

Get A Dipolma Cert from SHATEC

Get A Degree Cert from SIM Uni or Murdoch University

Get A Master Degree (Maybe)

Be A Lecturer/Teacher in ITE or in Local Polytechnics

A Song Writer

A Singer

To Perform and sing and release own debut album

My Future Visual-Kei Band "MaveMare" with 5 person to be formed,become famous the whole international and realise albums

Vocalist or Drummer for my band

A Condominum or house that can stay with my parents in the future

Meet ガゼット (Gazette)

Electric Guitar

Acoustic Guitar

Learn Electric & Acoustic Guitar

Learn Piano

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