Monday, May 25, 2009

Mood: Sad and hurt

Ok currently is 5.32am at 25 May 09 and i just woke up....

And wanted to share with you all my piano melody again i played this piano melody 3 days ago and had recorded and had forgotten to upload here to let you all here so ya here is it just press play on the player and you may here the melody... This is the most touching and relax piano melody i had played so far yup so ya here it is and this piano melody is also delicated to the person i once love haiz yup:

And i had change my profile pic and the pic is also edited by me a little using photoshop heez :)

Who is the fellow who woke me up no one i just woke up my ownself :P

Currently i just change my background song again to " Im Forever Your's (Jesus Im Forever Your's) by Planetshakers my favourite Worship and Praise Band I really impressed by their songs... And seriously im indeed being touched by this worship song and even that i also being touched by God.... God thank you i cried because you touched my hearts thank you for letting me felt being so love and care...Lord you are close friend , my father , my lover , my person to share my sorrows...thank you lord SOB SOB!!! i cant believe it you are so amazing I LOVE YOU LORD AND GIVE PRAISE TO YOU....

As i flip through my bible in says in Psalm 9:1-2 " I WILL PRAISE You, O Lord , with my whole heart: I will tell of all Your marvelous works. I WILL be glad and rejoice in you i will sing praise to your name , O Most High.

God i will praise you and i will never let you go THANK YOU LORD IM SO TOUCHED BY YOU I FEEL LIKE CRYING EACH TIME WHEN YOU TOUCHED MY HEART... :(

Anyway this is the lyrics for the song is really touching Lord i'm forever Yours..
Let Your will be done all the time..
I Love You Lord...:

IM FOREVER YOUR'S ( JESUS IM FOREVER YOUR'S) - PLANETSHAKERS

I give my all to you
Send me and i will go for you
To the ends of the earth
I'll follow after you
I want the world to know
Your love endures forever

Tell me and i'll obey
This is far greater than sacrifice
Trusting you and not myself
Will always lead to blessing
Lord have your way in me
Not my will, yours be done

Here i stand within your presence
Longing for your touch
A thousand days cannot compare
To one day in your courts

Hold me now
And never ever let me go
My Jesus, my precious saviour
I'm forever yours

Tell me and i'll obey
This is far greater than sacrifice
Trusting you and not myself
Will always lead to blessing
Lord have your way in me
Not my will, yours be done

Here i stand within your presence
Longing for your touch
A thousand days cannot compare
To one day in your courts

Hold me now
And never ever let me go
My Jesus, my precious saviour

Here i stand within your presence
Longing for your touch
A thousand days cannot compare
To one day in your courts

Hold me now
And never ever let me go
My Jesus, my precious saviour
I'm forever yours

I will worship you forever
I will worship you

Here i stand within your presence
Longing for your touch
A thousand days cannot compare
To one day in your courts

Hold me now
And never ever let me go
My Jesus, my precious saviour

Here i stand within your presence
Longing for your touch
A thousand days cannot compare
To one day in your courts

Hold me now
And never ever let me go
My Jesus, my precious saviour
I'm forever yours

I will worship you forever
I will worship you
I'm forever yours
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Continue from 23 May 09

I just came back from church and nothing much to blog due to im so tired yeah see ya...

24 May 09

Ok i woke up quite early in the morning and yeah was in the rush hehe cause im meeting Yvonne and Michelle at our work place Macdonald... and also i have to return back my uniform's... When i reach my workplace i saw my supervisor arranging some stuff and i called her she was like so happy to see me and she keep smiling and ask me how am i... And all the promoters saw me and they say long time didnt see me and WOW you have slim down quite a lot and how you did it and also they say they felt uncomfortable that im not around cause no one there to make them laugh to brigten their days and also no one to talk to...They indeed miss me a lot....seriosuly speak frankly i really miss all the people at there i cant bear to leave but i dont have the choice cause i need to go army....They told me to stop by sometimes to say hello to them even my supervisor also say that...But don't worry i will be back after my NS i promised my supervisor that i be back to help after my NS in 2 years....She say yeah we welcome you we were wait for you haha....but depends on the assistant manager wanted to rehired me a not haha...When i went to the office and return my uniform my supervisor gave me a present i was like shock and kept thank her for the present by deep in my heart actually im touched and wanted to cry... :( she wish me my studies to be a success and everything success and studies always come first i was like thanked her yup and i told her i will come and help you after my NS.... She was like smiling and yes i will wait for you... Hehe then the rest of the aunties from the same department as me saw me and say wah you came back and wah you have present who gave you? I told them is our supervisor then they will like so happy and shock and they say of course you're our supervisor precious diamond god son of course she adore you a lot... I was like lol... Then after that went to talk to all the promoters and they kept laughing because of my jokes heez....

After that went to find Yvonne and Michelle and we crack a lot of lame jokes and was keep laughing then around 5 plus went to find my hairstylist "KIMOCHI 1 & 2 " and say hello to them and they say why so long didnt see and ask me how am i told them i resigned 1 week ago cause no choice have to go army and i will be back after 2 years haha...lol.... yeah talk to them heez...

After that went home and in the bus was missing all the staff at there and yeah heez...

Ok thats all for 24 may 09 post so ya see ya...
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25 May 09

Ok later on will be going to pay my respect to my great grandfater at the lim chu kang christian cemetry then after will be having movies at Jurong Point with " THE 4 OF US" and yeah so ya see ya.... i will blog more later and the post also will include my teaching so ya see ya....

12 days to army T.T

1 Corinthians 13:4-6 "Love is patient, Love is kind. It does not envy, it does not boast. It is not proud, it is not rude. It is not self-seeking, it is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs. Love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth. It always protects, always trust, always hopes, always perseveres."

"Its never an assurance that when u give someone ur all, they will love u back"

"A volunteer is like a rare gem. When placed in the right setting and cared for, they will shine and give pleasure to all who see them."

"Lord Your kindness is forever, Your goodness is forever and Your mercy is forever"

Psalm 23:1: "The Lord is my shepherd i shall not be want".

Matthew 5:43-44:"You had heard that it has said. "You shall love your neighbour and hate your enemy. V44:"But i say to you,love you enemies,bless those who curse you,do good to those who hate you,and pray for those who spitefully use you and persecute you.

Hiroki Sign Off~~~

J.A.S.O.N Run Off Hunting For Lolipops See Ya o(><)o`@* 5:32 AM

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本ニックネーム名前 : 永山廣勝

誕生年月日(First Cry):冬季1989年十二月二日生まれ (02 Decemember 1989)

年齢(Age): 23 Years Old

性別ました(Sex):男性 (Male)

出身地: Singapore

独身いますか(Status):独身です(Single)

星座ました:いて座(Saggitarius)

宗教:(Religion): キリシタン(Christian)

きょうかい(Church): NEW CREATION CHURCH Singapore

職業ました(Occupation):学生 (Student)

国籍(Citizen):シンガポールの(Singaporean)

サイズ身長(Height):184cm++

血液型(Blood Type)：がたがたのA+型

相談しました(MSN) : rulezjr2003@hotmail.com

好きなバンド(Favourite Band) : ガゼット (Gazette)

好きな:どういう意味ですか

学校です(School):SHATEC

体育です: Hockey Village Muay Thai or One World Muay Thai Centre

✖J.A.S.O.N Is✖

☠ - A Boii Who Loves イエズス(Jesus)

☠ - A Boii Who Loves his didi forever

☠ - A Boii Who Loves his future Boyfriend or Girlfriend

☠ - A Boii Who Loves to Fight

☠ - A Boii Who Looks Old even though he is only 23 Years Old

☠ - A Boii Who Loves Fashion

☠ - A Boii Who is Idiotic

☠ - A Boii Who is Ugly

☠ - A Boii Who Loves Yoshi

☠ - A Boii Who Loves to be Childish

☠ - A Boii Who Loves to be Playful

☠ - A Boii Who Loves to do Volunteer Work

☠ - A Boii Who Loves to CosPlay

☠ - A Boii Who is A Volunteer for YMCA and MINDS Centre (Clementi)

☠ - A Boii Who is A Joker

☠ - A Boii Who is A Rocker

☠ - A Boii Who is A Muay Thai (Thai Boxing) Figher

☠ - A Boii Who Loves to Sing

☠ - A Boii Who loves this J-rock Visual-Kei band "The Gazette (ガゼット)"

☠ - A Boii Who loves J-Rock Visual Kei Band

☠ - A Boii Who is always dammed sick in the mind

☠ - A Boii Who Loves J-rock,J-pop,Metalcore songs

☠ - A Boii Who Loves Christian Metalcore Songs

☠ - Ask me more

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GOD(Jesus Christ)

Mummy and Daddy cause they raise him up and gave him a lot of care and love for 23+ years

Family

Dearest Didi

My future Boyfriend or Girlfriend (if there is)

Friends

Church Brother's

✖趣味✖

✖ J.A.S.O.N Likes 。。。✖

Fashion and clothing

Travel Around The World

Give a Heart to the Needys

Chocolate

Coffee

Lolipop

Singing

Compose songs write lyrics

Joke around with friends

J-rock songs and bands

Shinchan and Yoshi dammed much

Train Thai Boxing (Muay Thai)

Go to Gym Work Out

Watch Dramas and Anime

Watch Movies

Listen to music

Shopping

Surf Net

Go beach(gives me peace freedom)

✖嫌悪✖

✖ H.i.Я.O.k.i Hates 。。。✖

Hair Messy

Touch My Hair

Slap My Dammed Face

People who cheat my feelings

People Who Hurt My feelings

Miscommunication/Misunderstood

Judge my Looks and appearence

Myself

My attitude

~~Im fat~~

Beat My Head

Tummy

Hurts me

Leave me alone and dont care for me at all

Trouble makers

Break Promises

Disturb me

Look down on people

Bully my friends

Play My feelings

Cockroaches

Things which done cant be success and come true

Backstabbers

Play Tircks on me

Used Me for Doing Things Are unreasonable

Liars

Proud People

Betrayer

BackStabbers

Curse Me

Blame me for no reasons

Give me attitude when they are unhappy

✖私の願う✖

✖ J.A.S.O.N Hopelist 。。。✖

Able to manage his financial and know to save up $

Fitter Body

6 Packs/hard abs

More Clothing

More casual clothing from TOPMAN

Be A lecturer after getting his Degree

Be Able to form a Visual Kei Rock/Metalcore band with 4 memebers who have the same interest of songs as me

To Have A New Rocker Hairstyle After Army/NS

Active in Church and Christian life

Follow God till the end and Commited more to GOD

Fire MORE x3 for GOD

Non believer's will come and SAY YES TO JESUS and be saved

Tan/Dark and fair skin

Have a Boyfriend to have my future all the way

My Mum and dad and family stay happy always

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✖ H.i.Я.O.k.i Dreamlist 。。。✖

~~Love and Care~~
(Only God gave me the love i need)

A Pet Dog

A family car that can able to drive around with family

Learn Mix Martial Arts after i ORD

Able to particpate into International Competition for my MMA or Muay Thai

My Mr Right (:

Fitter Body

Six Packs

~~Back to normal cheerful boy~~

~~Book from Pastor Joseph Prince "Destined To Reign"~~

~~White Pony Sharp Shoe~~

~~Shinchan and Shiro Hp Strap~~
((T.T) is broken)

~~Finish my BMT & POP (:~~

~~Finish Security Troopers course~~

~~Finish my Security Troopers course 2~~

~~Receive my Infantry Green Beret~~

Finish my Army "ORD" (:

Sign On with Singapore Armed Forces if possible I must consider

A Dumb bell to train my muscles

~~EMPORIO ARMANI EYEWEAR Specs~~

A new pair of Nike/Converse Shoe

~~Be With and Love God in His Kingdom~~

~~Being Water Batiszed With The Name of "Joshua~~

~~More Lolipops~~

Rich as in stable finance

~~Have more than 4 Credit and Debit Csrd with $~~

~~New Specs~~

~~A new Wallet from Wallet Shop~~

~~No bad lucks and good lucks forever~~

~~No family problems~~

~~Get myself to promote/study in Higher Nitec~~

~~Graduate my studies in ITE~~

~~Receive my Higher NITEC certificate and results~~

~~Hair Highted~~

~~A best friend/close friend have a friendship just like brothers and friendship~~

~~Learn Muay Thai(Thai Boxing)~~

~~Particpate in Campus Superstar 2009~~

~~New Nike SB shoes from limited edition~~

~~Colour Contact Lens~~

A punching bag at home

~~Nokia N95~~(I lost it at Bus!!!)

~~Apple iPod-touch~~(I lost it at Camp!!!)

~~Apple(MAC BOOK) Labtop~~

~~PSP 3000~~

~~Hair Straightener~~

~~Dark skin~~

~~Travel to Hong Kong On July~~

~~Travel to China on July~~

~~Travel to Macau on July~~

~~Trip back to Japan on June~~

~~Travel to Vietnam~~

~~Travel to Cambodia to help Orphanage~~

Be a Fashion Designer

A Model LOL!!!

SONY CYBER SHOT Digital Camera - $489 plus

PlayStation 3

Get Slim and Stay Slim Forever

Hugo Boss Perfume

Gotic wear clothing

Dress up like J-rocker

A new Bag From Crumpler

A Pencil Case from Wallet Shop

A driving licences

A Personal Car

Hairstyle change and rebon at "KIMAGE" After My Army

Back to work in NTUC BM after finish my Army

Singing Contract With any Album Company

Get A Dipolma Cert from SHATEC

Get A Degree Cert from SIM Uni or Murdoch University

Get A Master Degree (Maybe)

Be A Lecturer/Teacher in ITE or in Local Polytechnics

A Song Writer

A Singer

To Perform and sing and release own debut album

My Future Visual-Kei Band "MaveMare" with 5 person to be formed,become famous the whole international and realise albums

Vocalist or Drummer for my band

A Condominum or house that can stay with my parents in the future

Meet ガゼット (Gazette)

Electric Guitar

Acoustic Guitar

Learn Electric & Acoustic Guitar

Learn Piano

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